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This song gets me so riled up

I have been lusting for this shoe for over a month





Vans Madera
Coffee Brown
Size  Women's 7.5/ Men's 6..... and nowhere to be found!  Not on the internet, not in Edmonton and not on Ebay (so far)

Blast.

What's the dish on bad brains? I like this song.

Stolen from fireshowers  

www.goldinuniverse.com/

Not so sure about parts of it, but it's interesting

Name: Iona
Date: 5/10/2009
Colorgenics Number: 13247650

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You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realisation of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that 'True love is just around the corner' and - if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon will.

You are trying to improve your position and prestige - be it in your life or in your workplace. Things are, at this time, OK - but they could be better. You feel that it is essential that you break down any opposition that could possibly lurk in the shadows. You know that you are quite capable of achieving this set goal because you have to and because it is essential to your self esteem.

There are times of everyone's life when 'compromise' is the name of the game and this is the time, so you have no alternative but to forgo some pleasures for the time being. You are capable of achieving satisfaction through physical activity.
------- this next part seems rightish

You are on tenterhooks and appear to be extremely nervous and upset. You are bored and you feel that life has far more to offer than this present day mundane existence. The way that you feel indicates that you have the need for a responsive and understanding relationship. You are prepared to follow up any opportunity which may present itself. However you are very choosy and you refuse to be swept off your feet unless integrity can proved to be 100% genuine. Therefore you are holding back, keeping your emotions in check because before you let down your guard you have to be sure. You are too trusting and you have no desire to be hurt again. You are responsive to conditions around you - but forever under control.
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You have so many ideas that you would like to revitalise but you need to realise a stable and peaceful condition to do so. Once you can free yourself from all the aggravation and tension around you, you will make strides that may amaze you. You will not be prevented from achieving all the things you so desire.

 

I wonder what it would be like to be a fisher woman.

Fire extinguisher foam sperm!
ew?

Really sweet video on Sea Biscuit development. Music reminds me of the band Metronomy :)



Also picked up  bitch magazine- feminist commentary on pop culture. I always just eyed it before bc it's black and white inside, but no matter it's about the articles.  I dig it :) Need more feminism in my life.

http://bitchmagazine.org/

Bacteriophages can be used kill bacterial infections including those that are antibiotic resistant.
Whoah.

-http://www.genengnews.com/biobusiness/cpitem.aspx?aid=2616&chid=0
-there are also articles in Nature and some popular science mags.

( Read more )

she had these amazingly round,
structurally sound,
legs.

Yeah, I like it when the girls stop by in the summer
Do you remember, do you remember
When we met that summer?

New Kids On The Block had a bunch of hits
Chinese food makes me sick
And I think it's fly when girls stop by
For the summer, for the summer
I like girls that wear Abercrombie and Fitch
I'd take her if I had one wish
But she's been gone since that summer, since that summer

Hip hop, marmalade, spick-and-span
Met you one summer and it all began
You're the best girl that I ever did see
The great Larry Bird, Jersey 33
When you take a sip, you buzz like a hornet
Billy Shakespeare wrote a whole bunch of sonnets
Call me Willy Whistle 'cause I can't speak, baby
Somethin' in your eyes really drove me crazy
Now I can't forget you and it makes me mad
Left one day and never came back
Stayed all summer, then went back home
McCullay Culkin was in Home Alone
Fell deep in love, but now we ain't speakin'
Michal J. Fox was Alex P. Keaton
When I met you, I said my name is Rich
You look like a girl from Abercrombie & Fitch

Audio + Ridiculous Visual:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NHuGG_FsC20

( And so on )

new favorite shirt! It also has a hood attached... a-mazing.

I miss being a kid and thinking the future would be more exciting.

 Just riding the best wave of inner peace i've had in awhile.....nice.

Hmm well I can't say that I've really enjoyed this summer, and the only person I have to blame for that is myself. Poor planning. I had way too much banking on others in that regard.
Next summer will go better I hope.

I'm looking forward to school and having my mind occupied vs. the vacant lots of summer. Too much time to think! Too much time to relax ohno.

Will be 20 in a about a week.

Pro:
One of my indian astrology predictions was that 19 would be a terrible year for me. I'm not sure i would register the year as terrible, but it was difficult. In any case its almost done.

People seem to enjoy presenting themselves as 20 instead of 19. It sounds more mature? I could care less because...

Con:

There are more expectations of a 20 year old than of a 19 year old, i think. And I enjoy being more of a kid than an adult.

Conclusion:

I will not be throwing a party this year- not after last year's weirdness. Somehow when you take all the individuals i know and put them together a very quiet edgy group emerges. I suppose they don't know each other well enough. Most are introverts, but the group had no flow. I'm one of the few who enjoyed dancing last year.

"Did you have a good time?"
"Well yeah"
"That's all that matters. Never mind everyone else"

That philosophy does not snap crackle and oh man pop. If no one else is having a good time then I'm not too into it either.

And so:
I would like a boom box and to go out for dinner with my family.

On a better note here is my crocodile Abigail.



( Current picture of me looking aghast at my croc's doings )

I'm seriously considering dying my hair back to black...
nagging regret?

fuck me i'm jealous.
How do you cope with jealousy? This is coming from someone who can't fake sincerity or
wipe boredom from her face. I wish i could rise above it like a hover car running on pollution.

All that blood spewing out from an upside down volcano. A little messy you know? Most of it comes out as lava, but there's some magma too- slimy congealing clots.

Exams are done and I don't really know what to do with myself for the next few weeks.
lots of reading

:) Merry X-mas
(doesn't x-mas just take christmas further away from christmas?)